Hi subs, I’ve noticed the media are now copying people’s online blogs and journals about the virus and writing articles. So I have decided to make my last 2 posts private from public viewing. Hopefully the blogs have helped a few of you. It’s just a shame to have to hide them.
Stay well everyone and I’ll see you all very soon.
Mistress Madox

Good afternoon subs

I have been having a great time lately with sessions. They’re so addictive. My last session was 3 hours long and I left on the most magnificent high. I really enjoy 1-2-1 sessions with My trusted subs.

I’m aware that I haven’t posted much content in the recent months since I returned to the dungeon. First reason is that I’ve been very busy. The second is well… I kinda got lazy! Yep! Lazy beyond anything I’ve ever seen.

It all started when I worked at my ‘9-5 grind from hell’ last year. As the classic overachiever and determined driven woman that I am, I pushed hard in my job. I was a force to be reckoned with and that upset the apple cart. My drive was showing the others up for how lazy they were and how slow things were moving. The other contractors were feeling the frustration with how lazy and slow the others were too. That’s why we are contractors. We are paid to work hard and produce a lot of good work by the hour. So this role as a driven woman was perfect for Me initially. But not for the company. The contractors and Myself were effectively showing them all up. They couldn’t keep up with us. So we decided to slow down. So slow that we felt like imposters for being there earning so much money working at such a slow pace.

This sounds great from the outside, but from  inside position of being paid so much and doing so little, it’s actually quite damaging. Myself and the other contractors found ourselves feeling uncomfortable with this slow pace and high salary. We all started to become lazy and the money just rolled in as long as we turned up. There were some days where I spent the whole day literally browsing the internet and reading kindle books. I was absolutely bored out of My mind! I lost all motivation, drive and inspiration to do anything. I started to coast along. I got temporarily fat from comfort eating and turned my frustration at not having my skills utilised inwards as some kind of failure on My part. I was allowing myself to sit there and just stagnate for the sake of money. I didn’t want to stand up and say ‘hey I’ve no work to do, I’m bored, you’re paying Me lots of money to do nothing, you guys are so fcking slow!!!!!!!!’ They’d have kicked Me out the door pronto only to call Me back again when they needed Me. So I kept quiet and in rolled the money.

After a couple of months of this I became so bone idol and unmotivated that I’m surprised I even got out of bed to go into this office each day. The true Me who is driven and full of self discipline went underground, leaving an entitled work shy woman in its place. It’s amazing how we take things for granted. I hit a bit of a depression/fog after I left. I wasn’t sure who I was anymore after a year of sitting on My backside, getting temporarily fat, absorbing money and copious amounts of cake. Why do offices have so much cake?! I am now a sugar addict! Maybe I always was. 😂 Thankfully I dropped that extra fat quickly once I left the corporate office environment.

So now a few months later I have awoken from this fog and found Myself again. It was quite the epiphany!  It takes a bit of hard reality to show you that you can’t drift in the real world. Real life doesn’t let you sit on your backside and drift. The drifting has a cost to your emotional and mental well being. It’s the hard times that teach us to develop resilience and grit, we can then figure out who we really are! I’d much rather live in this world where life kicks Me in the ass and motivates Me to move forward, than the one I spent a year in last year.

So yeah! It may have appeared like I wasn’t interested in sessioning. I’ve shown very little public enthusiasm. I didn’t realise that I was in hiding mode after My last contract. I was still stuck in that lazy mindset. I’m not now! It just took a while to find Myself again.

I find this an interesting point when I meet new subs. It’s easy to get into a pattern with your old Mistress and then she retires. It’s terrifying to step into the unknown with a new one. It’s a leap of faith and I get that. On the other side of your discomfort is liberation. Whether it’s approaching a new Domme or taking pain during a session. It’s all the same. If we stay stagnant afraid to move forward, we will never grow. If we hide ourselves away afraid to be seen, we grow weak and sick. If we get comfortable then we become lazy. We are not meant to stay hidden and small. We are meant to grow and explore new things with new people. We are here to face challenges and grow from them.

I do not judge My subs new or old. In fact I celebrate their strength every time they come to session with Me. I actively encourage My subs to be pushed in all areas of life, not just in the dungeon.

This was an impromptu blog. I wanted to share with you My little epiphany today and hope it will motivate you to push yourself when you need to. Don’t let laziness and fear hold you back. Laziness and procrastination is just fear in disguise anyway.

I will be available for sessions throughout the next few months. Send Me an email Mistressmadox@gmail.com to discuss any session activities that you may like to try. I’m open minded and love to explore new things with My subs.

If you are worried about any Cvirus issues that are going on right now, I can assure you that I am least likely to get it. I am avoiding the public. I have a strong dislike for large public gatherings of people and their germs. I’m also obsessed with hygiene. If anyone knows me from My private dungeon days you will know how hygiene conscious/germaphobic I am.
Heck let’s do the whole session wearing gas masks! 🤣🤣🤣🤣

See you all in the dungeon soon. 😈👋

Manchester Mistress Madox

Good morning subs,

Its been a while since I last blogged. As you know from My previous posts I’ve been through a rough patch and needed a rest to get back to normal. I’m happy to say I am now back to normal, if not better than normal.

The past few weeks I have been having sessions but not posting much about them on social media. My desire to reduce the amount of information I share online is still very much at the forefront of My mind.

I’m not a big fan of social media either. I understand it’s a great too for selling yourself and your skills. However I prefer to let my work speak for itself. I’ve also stopped sharing images of subs marked bodies. As much as I love to share my creative endeavours with pride, I also feel that this is not necessary. It’s almost like a call for external validation. Validation which I don’t actually need. I’m confident in my skills and my D/s relationships with my subs. There is no need to plaster these images all over social media and beyond.

I am aware that this reduces the amount of subs who approach Me for sessions which I am fine about. Domming is not My full time career.  It’s a pleasure that I indulge in a few times a week.

Like any any person who has done the deep work, I enjoy integrating My shadow side with Domming, without shame.  As long as I don’t live in that space it’s fine. It’s not good for us to overindulge. I’ve been there full time when I had My dungeon many years ago out of financial necessity. It wasn’t a healthy space to be. You can’t live in one side of yourself all the time. I highly recommend Jordan Peterson’s work on integrating the shadow self if this subject interests you.

Yes this is a very deep and potentially philosophical post lol. This is who your a Mistress is, a deep analytical thinking philosophical person.

On a lighter note. It’s been a great couple of weeks with My pain sluts. I’ve been beyond impressed with their dedication and determination to take what I give them. A few have surpassed above and beyond the limits they set for themselves. It’s funny how we set such low limits for ourselves in life and make ourselves small to please others around us. This is why it’s great to have a Mistress to help you to develop your strength and confidence. It impacts all areas of your life once you do. I think My dear PSW sub can attest to this. His life has been radically changed by learning to grow and develop in the dungeon with Me. It’s wonderful to see the impact it has on people’s lives. It’s not just about pain or giving someone a good thrashing. (Lol if I did that I’d  destroy them with My level of strength). For Me it’s about watching My subs flourish and the symbiotic connection W/we have. This is why I don’t offer sexual based sessions. For Me, it’s not about sexual arousal, it’s about something deeper that changes us on a profound level beyond the transient carnal nature of our beings.

And on that note I will depart. I have spaces for sessions next week on Tuesday, Thursday, and Saturday. Then My availability will be intermittent as I work on a personal project for a couple of weeks.

As always, I’m looking forward to seeing you all in the dungeon very soon. Have a great week everyone.

Manchester Mistress Madox

Good afternoon subs,

I’m happy to announce that things are slowly returning back to normal after a very chaotic 3 months. So much so that I am now thinking of starting back at Crossfit. It was difficult before to commit to something like Crossfit when I had so much on My plate. I’m looking forward to challenging Myself. I’m hungry for the discipline and challenge of taking on athletic level training once again. I also LOVE being muscular! It’s so hot!

I’m still recovering from a lot that has happened recently that I cannot share here. So I’m only taking a few sessions per week at the moment, mainly on Tuesdays and Thursdays between 11 and 6pm. A minimum 48 hours notice is required for booking. Same day sessions are available if I advertise them on My public twitter.

I have had a lot of enquiries from people who haven’t taken to the time read My website and have then emailed asking for sexual based sessions like orgasm denial and strap on. I do not offer these! I have now started ignoring those emails. I am into role play, pain play, electro play, deprivation, forced feminisation and psychological control. Plus the other items on My website. Please check my sessions tab for more information.

I will write more once I’m fully back in the swing of things. Excuse my low energy. I will bounce back. See you all soon.

Mistress Madox

 

 

Good afternoon subs

This is a quick update for all of you who have been patiently waiting for My return.

As planned I returned on the 14th and have been taking a few sessions. However due to My plasterer letting Me down a few weeks ago and Me having flu for 2 weeks over Xmas, I have been delayed with everything by 2-3 weeks. I have just had the plasterer in today and the floor fitters will be here tomorrow. After that I will have some time to sit down, clear My head and reply properly to everyone’s emails and twitter messages by the start of next week latest.

I prefer to take my time when replying so I can process your requests properly and give the best response and plan your sessions properly. For that I need time. I refuse to do things half arsed! I take pride in My work.

So please bear with Me. I haven’t forgotten any of you. I’m somewhat overwhelmed with these renovations at home currently. My house is upside down and the dust from all the work is driving me nuts! I can’t find anything either!

Thankfully the next lot of renovations aren’t until summer when I start on the garden.

I’ll speak to you all properly very soon via email reply.

Mistress